random stuff on my mind

I have no idea what I am going to blog about. I guess I will just blog about life and how I cannot wait to go home this coming weekend for fall break. I haven’t seen any of my family since I moved in, beside my older sister who also goes here, and am missing them all like crazy. I never thought I would be home sick but I really am. It is kind of weird! I have never been the type to get home sick. I used to go on basketball trips all over the US and even to Europe for a few weeks in the summer. It was one of the coolest things ever! I loved all the traveling and I almost enjoyed it more than being home because it added change and excitement to my life. When I was at home things were always the same, I knew what the house was like, and I had rules to follow. When we would go on basketball trips we would have a few rules to follow, but for the most part we would do whatever we wanted and I would get to hang with my friends all day long. This was really cool because my best friend, Spencer, was also on the team with me. And now I thought I would love college because it would be like a long trip, but I miss home. I miss all my friends, family, and even neighbors. Is that weird to miss neighbors? I don’t think it is weird because I have been best friends with since they moved in when I was in 6th grade. Anyway, it is weird being home sick after never being home sick all through high school.
I guess the next thing I will talk about will be how serious my health in life is and how I am going to need good health insurance to stay alive. I mean since I have been here at Virginia Tech, I have visited the hospital 3 times and will for a 4th time tom for my final check up. I have run up a huge bill for prescriptions and hospital stays and I am just lucky enough that my insurance finally reached the point where all that stuff is taken care of and I don’t pay a thing when I have to go. I thank God that we got to this point with our insurance before I began having all the problems I have had.
I am only at 427 words and have no idea what I am going to blog about. I am currently laying on the floor of the living room in my sister apartment with her dog, Abby, writing this. I am lay down because I cannot sit and haven’t been able to since Sunday morning. I had a cyst in my lower back, like right above my ass and it is a fucking killer. They had to put me on all kinds of pain killers and numbed my lower back. Then they took a scalpel and had to cut it open and drain it. This hurt like a bitch because when they told me they would numb it, I thought I wouldn’t feel it. Well I was way wrong! I felt it and it hurt! Well after I was all done with that, I went back to my sister’s apartment and fell asleep on her couch due to the amount of medication in my system. I ended up waking up around 7 or 8 or 9, I don’t know really, I don’t remember. So anyway, took more pain medication and ate a small dinner, then I went back to sleep till this morning when I woke up and had to get up and go back to the E.R. which was not going to be fun. While there they drugged me up some more and then had to change the bandages, so they did that. Then they put new bandages on it because it still seems like it wasn’t healed enough not to re-bandage it. So now I have more bandages on it and am again lying on my sister’s floor in pain. And on top of that I have another appointment tom to have it looked at again. Hopefully tom will be the final day I have to go to the E.R. for a good amount of time.
Even after that story I am only at 741 words. Ugh, this is so frustrating when you’re tired and feeling kind of sick. At least Julia let me have another day to do it. Having that time really helped a lot considering I feel asleep on my laptop last night trying to write this but couldn’t stay awake because of the pain killers.
Ok, so what am I going to talk about for 200 more words? I could talk about how I plan on buying some new DJ gear and going back to DJ at one of the biggest dances my high school called SuperDance which is one of the largest fund raisers in the area to find a cure for CFF.
It was funny the other night when my mom, who works at my high school, started texting me from my high school’s homecoming dance saying that the DJ sucked and how he wasn’t playing music that people could dance to and how no one was dancing and he even had dead air time between songs. She said how I should come back and do next years and how I should DJ for this coming years SuperDance. She was surprised by how bad this DJ was and how upset some of the kids were getting and felt bad for them because for the seniors, it is their last, and for the freshman you don’t really want them thinking that’s what homecoming is really like. I am really considering doing it. I tried being a DJ for our school radio, but didn’t like it. It is so different then DJing a party. When I DJ a party, I can chose w/e music I want, play it however I want, and play it whenever I want too. At the stations there were certain songs that had to be played and so you only got to play very little of what u wanted. And you also cannot get instant feedback about a song like you can at a dance. If people go crazy and scream, u did well. But if they kind of stop dancing and stand around, you better start thinking about a new song to switch to as soon as u can.
Well I think that’s enough blogging for this week. I managed to make it to 1150 words. That’s decent. Hope you enjoyed reading it. J peace.